Tuesday, October 23, 2007

Stitching project number 1

I've started sewing again!

I have time (thankyou Fly lady) and I will do this. I am going to make my Godson a Noah's ark for his birthday, and then hopefully some rag dolls for the beautiful Child Abroad, the wonderful Oxford pair, and maybe for some lovely children I know here.

I spent a lovely morning with a pram adn a 3 month old, walking, talking, shopping, just, doing really, whilst his mothr had chance for a sleep, a shower on her own, all that kind of thing. It was .................. what it was.

I feel very reflective today. I know that I have come to the decision that I needed to come to. I feel calm, and centred, and some how ready for whatever comes my way. No doubt there will be attempts at trouble from those outside our little corner of the world, and right now, I don't care. I am tired of their petty games, their small minded attitudes, their victim complex. It is a complete dichotomy, that they (and there is more than one) should have a victim complex alongside a determination that everything is someone else's fault, for they cannot, will not believe that they have any responsibility. Any attempt to show that they have some, not all, but some, responsibility for their situation through the decisions that *they* made, is taken as saying *everything* is their fault.


There is nothing I can do about that. So I shall, for now, do nothing, but stitch love into this Noah's Ark.