Today we went to America-land.
It's like America. But smaller.
Ok, it's the local USAF base, but it's cool. I bought some things I'd been after for a while, including pretzels, grape jelly, that kind of thing.
I bought a new top. It has pink on it. I don't wear pink. Apparently it suited me though....
I hung out with my friends. It was good.
And now I'm tired, so I'm taking something nice from my America-land purchases, and going to bed.
To get to America-land, we had to drive past the place where Rich died. That was not pleasant. But at least I know the exact spot. No messing about or guessing.
In 2 days time we go back to school. I'm not ready, but it'll be ok. I can't afford for it not to be. I don't have the option of sitting on my backside and letting the state take care of me, because I have my pride and a good work ethic to install in my child, and because wallowing like that doesn't work for me. Maybe it works for other people, I don't know.
I know I miss him.
I know I love him.
I know he loves me.
And that could be, all I need to know.