We created our new characters tonight, for Curt's new game. It's going to be good. Rich knew nothing of this game, and it's the first thing that he's known nothing about. That's weird.
But also, we laughed a lot, and although I cried a little bit, where no one could see me, we laughed a lot more. And laughing is good.
I don't know what the future has in store, but I am so glad I have good friends to share it with.
I was going to write a lot more, but I'm tired, so I'm off to bed. I will lie there, talk to Rich like we always did, and go to sleep. And because he said it so often, I will hear his "Goodnight my darling" as I drift off.
I'm lucky that when he died, he was loving AC and BG and I. There is nothing for us to feel bad about - we did our best for him just like he did for us. And he loves us still.
We may be a thousand miles apart, but he'll be with us, wherever we are.
He's already here.