I just found this on the station page for the station Rich was at when he died.
Lori Kelley- Hannis my husband was stationed there....SAC Richard Hannis. 26/09/75-17/07/09
"you simple minded son of a bitch," 05/07/09 (I dated that one because 12 days later he died.)
"apparantly richard couldn't tell time"
"you need to get your head out of your ass
and tell us the damned whole story once in a damned while"
"jesus fucking christ grow the fuck up"
"you really are a low life scum at times arent you richard"
And as I was trolling through, I found this one - and after yesterday's phone calls, and the other calls I've had to make, it just made me laugh.
"I don't do what i can't pay for right away any more." 24/04/09
Seriously. That's what she said.
Ah well. It's started my day with a touch of reality. She's still pretending lol! And yes, I think it's funny in some ways, but also I feel sorry for her, that the guilt she carries for what she has done to him and BG, which can now never be undone, is causing her to be like this. I am sad for her, that she can't face the reality of the situation.
I'm not angry and upset like I was yesterday. I'll get on with life today - after all, I don't have someone else to make it all better for me, I have to fight my own fights, and that's ok. Hopefully by not sending stuff on to her, and by dealing with it here, it gets dealt with quicker, and BG gets a calmer mummy. We can but hope!
Very busy day today.
Ready........................ steady............................ GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!