"The Next Time"

I've found the almost perfect song for how I feel.  This is about a breakup, as opposed to a bereavement, but it's so true... I'll paste the lyrics, but the link to youtube is here. 

(and yes, I chose a young Sir Cliff version - who wouldn't?!) 



They say I'll love again someday
That truer love will come my way, the next time
But after you there'll never be a next time for me

They say that I'll find happiness
In someone else warm caress, the next time
I'll soon forget your kiss
And heartaches such as this will just be acient history

They say that I'm a fool to weep
And I won't go on losing sleep, the next time
That someone else will mend the heart you've broken in two
But how can I fall in love the next time
When I'm still so very much in love with you

They say that I'm a fool to weep
And I won't go on losing sleep, the next time
That someone else will mend the heart you've broken in two
But how can I fall in love the next time
When I'm still so very much in love with you

When I'm still so very much in love with you

It's true though.  For all the idea of plenty more fish and so on, I can't imagine anyone else being here like Rich was, because we are so very much in love.  AC and I talked tonight about how we love Rich, and always will, even though we love other people as well, and he asked about me loving Rich because he slept in my bed, and I said that was part of it.  AC was glad Rich didn't sleep in his bed - because sometimes Rich had the worst smelly trumps! (Actually, that's true!  See, I do say the bad things about our relationship as well on here lol!)

Ah well.

Bedtime.