It is almost 10.15 and time for me to be in bed. R is off tomorrow, so he's staying up later, gaming, and then he'll sleep in tomorrow.
Except I expect he'll say that, and then he'll get up and take us into school because he loves us. He's that kind of person.
That is where my calm and quiet contentment is coming from right now. The security of his love and presence in my life, house, heart. The knowledge that he isn't going anywhere, that we can finally settle down to some boring normal.
We'll see though - something usually happens when it gets good like this!